Rap mogul Diddy during the burial ceremony of his late baby mama Kim Porter shared some personal things about their love. Diddy born Sean Combs delivered a heartfelt eulogy at the ceremony sharing how they first fell in love. ‘Anybody who knows Kim, she’s just a person you vibe with, you know? I can’t put your relationship into a certain box,’ ‘She always told me, she felt like God sent her here to help me out. I’d be like “Girl, what are you talking about,”‘ he continued as everyone laughed. ‘I didn’t really understand how to love, I mean. We went through some circumstances, we didn’t have a big family and all that and she just really started breaking down the exterior in me and the shell that I put up.’
The rapper continued sharing how he was ‘really depressed’ at the beginning of the year, and that how Porter helped him through the darkness.‘I was getting older, and I just went through a dark, dark time,’ he said. ‘And even though we wasn’t together, she was that type of person.’ ‘She would come over and…she was just like, “Come on, Puff. You gotta get up. You gotta get up out the bed. You gotta get moving. You gotta get up.’ On first meeting Porter; ‘God, I hope one day I get me a girl like that,’ Diddy recalled thinking to himself at the time. 
‘I would come into the office every day and she worked at the front desk,’ he continued. ‘And I would be so excited to come up in the elevator. To know that I was going to see her.’ He continued;‘She was like my guidance, still is,’ he said. ‘I was just open. We fell in love and honestly, her love was too much for me to handle. It was a lot to handle, to take in.’ ‘As time went on our relationship took so many changes from being boyfriend and girlfriend, to being lovers, to being best friends. To being just straight up homies, like, someone you know you can count on. Somebody that has your back, you have their back.’ 
On the children he shared with her, their son Christian, 20, and 11-year-old twin daughters Jessie James and D’Lila, as well as Porter’s firstborn Quincy Brown, 27; ‘Your mother instilled in me this, and I pledge in front of everyone now, I will always be there for y’all,’ he told them. 
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